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I didn’t think i’d be feelings this way because of you and i didn’t think i’d feel this way about you. We had a little run. A short run but a little something that was big enough to be significant to me. You can’t call me baby and do “___” and then think I wouldn’t feel some type of way. What happened to the guy that used to say whats up to me everyday. I kept it 300 w/ you. No lies. No one else. I wasn’t two timing. It was just about you. But i feel like it was a waste of time. If you knew you didn’t anything why stay. Why look me in my eye? Why tell me you can handle it? Why? Another loss and i did things the right way for the first time. I still failed. But i know i’m worth it. In love w/ myself even if nobody else is. ;)

It’s crazy how i could feel so strongly about a person and then realize just how strongly they don’t feel about me. I will never say im the prettiest but im worth it. Im worth that text everyday that says you miss me. That says you thought about me. That says you can’t wait to see me again. Im worth not debating whether i should double text or not. Im not being too dramatic. I just want you to make me feel special because if you cross paths w/ me that should be automatic.
Im tired of feeling inadequate when im more than enough. Why must I come second to you chilling? Fuck NO! Why am I not receiving phone calls? You not a phone person? Bitch you gn BE!
The more I think about it I just wanna say FUCK YOU and GOOD BYE!

hiphopcheerleader:

As a black person, if someone kills you, you better had been a perfect student, or been nice to all your co-workers, and been obedient in every way possible, you had better not fought for your life, or stolen anything, or had children out of wedlock, or been on welfare,…

whatheliqread:

1. Stop playing the same 5 songs on the radio.
2. Stop listening to radio stations that play the same 5 songs.
3. Stop blaming Diddy.
4. Stop Diddy.
5. Stop dubbing every new jack “the next great” this and that.
6. Stop charging body parts for shows.
7. Stop fabricating feuds to sell records.
8. …

(Source: rap.about.com)

I knew I wanted you from the first time i laid eyes on you. You were special. That smile, your demeanor, ya style. I wanted you. A man with goals. I see through you and i see ambition. I see someone i could build with. Someone that ain’t afraid to get their hands dirty. I love what i saw because you’re so welcoming. But the truth about you that i’ve known is that you are a riddle. It kills me trying to figure you out. I lay down at night and I think about you. I think about every reason why i want you in my life. But it hurts because im not willing to fight for you. Im not willing to go through the motions with you. I’ve been through a lot and I don’t wanna go down that path with you. Im not ready. Imma just admire you from a distance.